nobody said it was easy. its such a shame for us to part. nobody said it was easy. no one ever said it would be this hard.
oh take me back to the start.
oh take me back to the start.
you've got to believe i cant believe it either. i dont know who that was but she wouldnt be my friend if i knew her. we dont let her out often. shes more than a little strange. you've got to listen, you've got to hear me. hear me out. let me make things better. i dont think i can be better if i cant try to make things better. even if i cant make things better i need to know that i cant.
the uncertainty feels akin to my intestines being ripped out through my feet, my eyeballs being rubbed over with a combination of sandpaper and vinegar, my knee caps moving spots just as i fall to my knees. or so i imagine anyway. the other stuff, the stuff i shouldnt care about is different. its as if my heart is wrapped in layers of wrapping paper and each time i think about it another layer is ripped away. i can hear it tearing.
im waiting to see what my present looks like.
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